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This Is What Coming Back to Life Feels Like: The Universe Paused Me. I Pressed Play.

MYM

• 3 min read

Resurrection Status: Active Again
(Mentally Unstable, Emotionally Iconic)

green tree during nighttime
Photo by Zoltan Tasi / Unsplash - The world moves on, another day, another drama, drama.

Back from the dead.
No apologies. No explanations.
If you missed me, I knew it.
If you didn’t, I know you did anyway, deep in your subconscious where denial dances in the depths of your soul 🫶

body of water in front of brown soil digital art
Photo by Casey Horner / Unsplash - But not for me, not for me, all I think about is karma

It’s been:
169 days
24 weeks and 1 day
5 months and 17 days
4,056 hours
243,360 minutes
14,601,600 seconds
Since I last posted.
Who's been counting? I have. Religiously.
My comeback? Biblical. After 169 Days Beneath the Dirt, I Bloom.

person's face
Photo by Jr Korpa / Unsplash - And then the world moves on, but one thing's for sure

Being dead was quieter than expected.
Peaceful, even.
But not permanent.

I left the world to meet myself again.

Died.
Not literally.
Spiritually.
Mentally.
Socially.

It was kind of cute. ☁️🖤

(Disclaimer: This is not disrespect to death, please. It is from a soulful perspective. If you get it, you get it.)

Photo by Jack Taylor / Unsplash - Maybe I got mine, but you'll all get yours

What happened, you ask?

(You will still listen even though you might have already known from the system breach message)
10th boards happened. (I was dead. Not ghosting. Just... expired. Emotionally)
I went through an academic dark night of the soul.
Sleep was a myth.
Math was my personal villain.
My brain? In survival mode.
My soul? Floating somewhere between “one more chapter” and “do I even care anymore?”

But I’m back.
Resurrected.
Wiser. Stranger. Slightly more unhinged.
And I come bearing content, chaos, and ✨untold trauma from the maths paper I bled through (literally!!! Stay tuned).

No, this isn’t a recap.
This is a rebirth.
This is me, blogging again, not because I have to, but because I refuse to stay buried.

So.
Hello again, darling.
We’ve got things to scream about.

Photo by Ahmad Odeh / Unsplash - Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time

I’m not even going to tell you to stay tuned, because, well, I literally just did. 🙄
But, my dearest stars, I’m about to gently flood your feed every single day. You won’t even see it coming.

This is a commitment. A big one. And I thank you, seriously!! For welcoming it. Because we all need someone fully committed, even if it’s this wild, unhinged writer. Ouch.

Yes, this was a personal attack. Haha.

Get ready to be annoyed, in the sweetest way possible. You won’t know what hit you, but you’ll feel it. Deeply.

And just so you know…
I love you all very much. ✨🖤

So, my dear stars! Welcome Back:) 💫

It’s gonna be one hell of a ride in this wild, unhinged galaxy because I got a list of names, and yours is in red, underlined
I check it once, then I check it twice:)

Until then,

With the most hauntingly living love,

XOXO,

MYM.

CREDITS: Major shoutout to Taylor Swift for the ultimate resurrection anthem -Look What You Made Me Do.
Because yes, Taylor, they really did make me do it. 💅🖤✨